Happy Endings
And I guess this entry will be the last I’ll be making in this blog. I am no longer in California, and the way things seem to be heading, I won’t be back in the US anytime this year.
It’s been a long two years, but now that I’m no longer as depressed, there isn’t really a pressing need for me to vent. Not on a Friendster blog anyway.
There may be other blogs, someday. Probably not here - it’s kinda hard to post any sensitive information on Friendster, especially since it’s linked to my real name. So I’m forced to limit myself to inane, safe stuff like work.
Anyway. No job yet, living off my savings, no clear prospects for the next few months, and yet I am unreasonably happy. I suppose the shine will wear off as my budget gets tighter, but for now I am busy showing my appreciation for all the friends who have stood by and kept my spirits up these past couple of years.
So. Trying to enjoy the lack of responsibility, at least for the next few weeks before it’s time to go back to the grind.
Keeping my options open, and I’m finding that I’m unusually optimistic for the first time in years. Decades, even.
Maybe there’s time enough to finally go back and do all the things I’d always wanted to do. Maybe there’s time enough to get my life in order.
Maybe there’s time enough for love.